ohh. my. goodness gracious god help me please me!

there's something seriously wrong with me. okay, shan't turn this into an emotional post. but, the first week of holidays have zoomed right past. so far, i've just watched movie after movie after movie, went out- shopping, clubbing, concerts. urgh, just wasting my time spending my father's hard-earned money!

but. the great singapore sale's here. who's to blame? sobs sobs. im contradicting myself terribly. i need to head to the library, coop myself up somewhere and just absorb all the knowledge from the notes, practise practise and practise!

why cant i be more disciplined?! why cant i be who i was in sec4 just before the olevels when i could prop myself down in front of the desk in my room and study study study. now i cant seem to do it. the 48inch television in the living room just seems more appealing with all the newly-bought unwatched DVDs my brother bought from bangkok. and the bed. AHH!

okay. end of rant. shall just shut up and die.