finally the end of the final paper. i don't feel immense relief, nor satisfaction nor the urge to go out and celebrate wildly because. i didn't put in effort. my heart ached as i was staring at the chemistry paper in the cold lecture theatre while mr gwee was walking up the stairs, gazing at our class with a smile on his face as if he was thinking "hmm, hope they've studied and are handling the questions well!"

during the physics paper. i caught a glance of miss lin walking down along the hall, with that serene tranquility yet friendly look on her, i could think of nothing else but the fact that i've let her down.




i am leaping off the
clifffffffffffffffffffffffff !


never mind. sobs sobs. i've been thinking. i shouldn't have chosen to take physics. because i'm the least bit interested in engineering and all that stuff. but i made the decision because that was the closest to what i studied in secondary school and i felt that i could handle it. but now.. ARGHHH. okay. never mind. dum dee dums. the exams are over. you cant change your subject combi now. its too late. you cant decide to drop out of rj and go to poly now. dum dee dums. you've gotta show that you're smart enough to survive in rj. dum dee dums. urrrggh. you can do it. it's only the common tests. c'mon. work hard for the promos! dum dee dums.

kay. the only things to cheer me up, i can finally indulge in world cup!!:DD

let me get the long-overdued questionaire [which i was tagged by linlin] done.



Favourite Colours: black &white &purple. then again, black &white are not colours!
Favourite Food: everything &anything hehehh. okay lah, errr.. finger food like fishballs/ sausages and tori Q.. and fried chicken =)
Favourite Song: please. how can anyone have only one fave song.
Favourite Movie: arrghh i hate doing favourites cos i've just TOO MANY! lord of the rings (:
Favourite Sports: frisbee &captainball
Favourite Day of the Week: saturday(:
Favourite Season: autumn yay yay though i dont really know the different seasons very well. what about a cooling rainy night where i dont have to wake up early the next day?:D
Favourite Ice Cream: GOOD OL' CHOCOLATE =)

Currents
Current Mood: sobs sobs.
Current Taste: the freaking ulcer on my lip. which has no tasty taste, unfortunately.
Current Clothes: uniform. [linlin: YOU WEAR POLKADOTTED PYJAMAS!? omigosh=P]
Current Desktop: ummm. archangel from x-men3!
Current Toenail Colour: black(:
Curent Time: ummm 10.40pm
Current Surroundings: bowl of honeydews on the cluttered computer table as the television blares from aside while my dad lazes on the bed watching some chinese news programme yup yup.
Current Annoyances: i haven't bathed!
Current Thoughts: dum dee dums.

can i just get 2 sections done? shall continue the rest next time =)

ohmygosh. my dad just came into the room to offer me some garlic bread AT THIS HOUR!
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