some crap written during period of melancholy :D --
 
have you ever woken up in the morning
feeling all so groggy and down
thinking what a drag life is
feeling that noone gives a damn about you

have you ever gotten out of bed
feeling all so left out &meaningless
thinking how tedious life is
feeling that noone loves you at all

well fear not my dear
cos i do feel that way too
feeling left out &lonely
with not a single friend there for you

is it time to reflect on yourself
to be more sociable &friendly?
to go out &make more friends
hoping one of them will care?

yeah well that's just the way life is
you've to get ties &connections
strive forward &work hard
hoping someone will discover ur talents

are you the master of your destiny?
or is everything fated
is life just this endless drone
when will the world come to an end?

are you the driver of ur life?
or is everything a plan God has
why does popularity matter so much
all that lying &hypocrisy

how nice it would be
to experience the last stage of earth
how great it would be
to watch the world fold up &end

how beautiful it would be
to float up to heaven with no worries
how wonderful it would be
if everyone in this world believed in the same true God

are you growing up too fast?
or is it a good sign of maturity
why must you make plans?
to succeed? but you're still unsure &filled with wavering confusion

how perfect it would be
if life was just made out the way it should be