phew. last night i had this really really really weird dream.
i don't know. i have a faded image of it.
i just know...in school...we have to go for this "car-racing" thing...
then the first round..someone else went...
for the second round...i was chosen to go...
but...i got to know...from someone..my fate...written on a piece of paper..it said that if i go for this race...i will crash and die a horrible death...
i got so so so scared...i didn't wanna go... so i kept praying and praying to God...
i just kept praying to Jesus that i can get out of the race...
i remember one scene where we boarded a school bus..2IT peeps...to go somewhere...then i was very gloomy...cos i know i'm gonna die...? just 1 day to live...
on the bus...everyone was very happy...i remember there were Juliet, Ernie? Desmond, Gordon, Grace, Xiaoxuan and the usual peeps.
so i don't know...i think someone told them about this fate...that i was going to die tomorrow...
then we went back to class...and i rested my head on the table and just kept crying and crying...
i sobbed and wept and just kept praying...and i thought of the fact that i was going to die...at a age of 14 only...i thought of the fact that i haven't tried many things...like skydiving...scuba diving..bungee jumping..parachuting...and so on..so the tears just kept flowing down...and in my head i was thinking maybe it's time for me to go...
and i don't know what happened...this idea just came to me...to lie to the teacher...
so ...i went up to the male teacher.. no idea who is that... and i told him ..i have some kind of sickness? i forgot already...but i think i told him my leg was pain? or i had headache..then he said okay don't have to go to the race anymore..
i was so happy i kept jumping up and down..and thanking God for helping me...i managed to escape from death..my doomsday.. i was so, so happy.
and i knew God exists. :)
so i woke up...