listening Atomic Kitten's "last Goodbye"..

my mind is in a state of confusion and .. dunno.. hope?
i once heard a quote that..it is always able to stay in touch with friends as long as you make the effort to...
dunno? i think i kind of believe in it....
on msn a few min ago... ernie, xiaoxuan my hubby and me .. dunno y suddenly chatted about the future..
because we all know next year and so on will be busy with studies and others that we maybe won't be as close as the present.. maybe.. but most likely..
hubby and i were talking about we like the countryside..hmmm..actually enjiao's hometown hainan is not bad.. but we prefer europe that kind.. hehez..
actually..when i was small.. i always thought of living in a cottage.. hahaz.. sounds weird?
dunno..maybe read too many storybooks.. but til now.. i still enjoy disney cartoons.. and animation too..
maybe im childish.. hahaz.. but maybe due to my childhood~ those were the best times~
ehhh.. actually i'm really grateful for my parents.. especially for my father.. it's like in the morning when going to school.. most of my friends now have to wake up by themselves or alarm clock.. but my dad will always wake me up..then he himself also help to pour orange juice and prepare for my contact lense eye drops and such.. he could sleep until 9am for his work.. but he chooses to get up to help ..
and during dinner.. he will always let me choose which food i wanna eat first..then he will settle for what's left..
oh.. :$ :'( dunno how to express my feelings in words~
aniwaes back to the conver with xxuan n ernie.. we were like laughing about going overseas together after we complete our studies.. maybe we r juz saying all these for laughs~ well.. it can happen.. but it most probably won't?
dunno.. especially mu hubby's indecisive character~ haha~ and of course reality~
lalala~ it's just a dream..
"Don't let reality crush your dreams, let your dreams crush reality."