heyee.
i have not blogged for a long time. have been gunbounding these few days once i come online.
hmmm anyway last nite i kind of had this dream, or rather, nightmare.
i forgot if it's last night or 2 nights b4.
i was in school i tink. but it's like not in school lidat.
yea noe dreams r alwaes so unrealisitic.
and then it was during st john training ! :O
i remember there was mdm mok, sir wei qi and crap.
then they kept scolding me and punishing me !
i was in the toilet dunno doing what.
then it was lunchtime i was taking food in the styrofoam box.
then i dunno suddenly i felt like running away from everything so i went to the toilet and packed my bag hurriedly.
i was like perspiring furiously afraid that the officers would appear and trap me !
then i ran out while the officers were still in the toilet scolding other peeps.
but suddenly i realise i forgot to take my lunch !
haha. :$
so i risked my life and ran back and grabbed my packet of food, while still in the background could hear mdm mok shouting at a poor cadet. :P
*heaved a sigh of relieve* cos they didnt c me
then i dashed out and ran down the stairs !!!
but when running , (it seemed nv ending)
i was like thinking of God and Jesus that they gave me this erm.. sort of "challenge" to overcome my "fear of st john".
i'm not realli sure anyway but i was having this thought of running back up to face the "monsters".
but i juz cldnt do it !
so i ran down then i called my mum to hurry pick me up !!!
phew it was so damn scary, like some kind of murderer chasing after me.
oh and then i woke up.
pretty scary -_-"