U are always on my mind (i'm so not advertising s.h.e's song here)

made an effort to not talk to boys when u're around
made an effort to control mi laughter
made an effort to not show mi teeth
made an effort to shower in the mornin juz to look gd for u
made an effort to travel all the way to ***** hopin to bump into u
made an effort to lose weight
made an effort to eat 1 meal a day
made an effort to cover up for u
made an effort to go ******* juz to support u
made an effort to speak mandarin more often
made an effort to hide my jealousy
made an effort to be strong in front of u
made an effort to hide my hp
made an effort to not hv ani expression while lookin at mi hp
made an effort to not use mi hp when u're around
made an effort to decline all rumours
made an effort to keep my cool
made an effort to not show i'm havin fun

is it time i gave up?