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Friday, January 31, 2003

today was a absolutely, certainly, really, sickeningly SUAY day.
firstly, in the morning, i was racing to the car with my sis, i was way ahead of her when i slipped on the blardee road and fell down..both my knees have wounds on it now! haish. when i reached sch, christina noticed it...then deena came along and crustnana told her abt my fall...diana sort of make a huge fuss out of it..and insisted i go to the sick bay.. when i refused saying
" haiya juz fall down onli lah..no need lah"
"why u so scared?! not even say alex is there?!"
"ahhh..."
dragged to the sick bay and was treated not-very-professionally by she & liting..
the nxt period was reading and li ting said they wld gif us readin materials so me & deena didn't bring down our bks.... but it turned out tt ruth collected the readin material late or sth...and we ended up running back to class to get our bks....
i thought this day could not get any worse but it sure did. i wore my specs and mani ppl laughed
;'(
i hate miself!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait, there's more to come
after sch, we rushed to st john meeting. planning to rush to tao nan to at least catch a glimpse of mi pri sch frens & tcher also had made arrangements to meet pri sch fren, wan ting, for movie or sth ( think i mentioned in the bloggie b4) but then she sms-ed me saying she cannot meet me liao...
well i took the blardee bus to tao nan..on the bus, i called them and they were already going home ! most of them sch end at 10am liao..so .. of cos they were heading to hOMe sWeet hOme..
so i forgo the trip and went to library for a while, not to mention it started pouring like shit, i walked to parkway and waited in mAc for chuying. cos she was lOOking desperately for ppl to go shOppin with her.. called her up & she told mi to contact yiling to come with us... yiling didnt wanna come so it was juz the 2 of us.. wEll then I called her, and she told mi she didn't wanna come alreadi... i was fuming mad by now!... . wad made mi angry was tat, she waited for mi to call her, then told me that she hAd nO moOd to go shoppin animore. i mean, if she didnt wanna come animore, could she at least have given me a call or something? instead ME , takin the initiative. so i hung up on her while she was grumbling abt the rain wetting her legs. i mean, c'Mon, i was drenched frm head to toe, and there she was grumbling abt her beautiful legs gettin wet? in this weather, practically eVEryonE was wet.
after tat, guess who i spotted ?
pOh wAn tiNG.
it turned out tt she had seen me long ago but daren't approach me.. she was with her grp of tkss ahLian frens..when i went up to her..she didn't even lOOk at me.. talkin to the reflection of me whiCh was in front of her... fCUk her. then we had some sort of conver and i felt like hailing vulgarities at her for nt even informing me wHY she cancelled our meeting..and even told her fren to liE to me tat she was going home alreAdy.. when her mAc food was not even settled on the tabLe yet.
siGHed.
thEn i toOk bus home. upOn reachin the buS stop , the rained had gotten heavier ... mi mum called me up and told me she was gonna fetch me frm the bus stop.. but i had to wait cos she was fetchin papa first... aiyah being an impatient girl , i could not wait to go home , since my house was juz a few metres away... so i walked hoMe , becoming luO tanG jI.
lucky i had hiGH metabolism and didn't faLL siCk. wahahhaa...xie xie, xie xie ..
had a nap in the afternoon after reading magazines...slept til 7pm then hAd ~rEuNioN dinNer~ cant believe tat several chinese dun even noe the purpose of the reunion diNNer. *so sAd leh
well hOpe mi familY tuan tuAn yuaN yUan every yr... had steamboat . .. .. didn;t eat much cos not realli feeling hungry. .. my sis accused mi of being on a diet and i slapped her.
heee, juz jokin lah, i juz ignore her lor, the bez way . the following night left i watch tv, lazed around, experimenting with my ugly specs.. and comin online lor.. didnt feel like doin hw yet .... ssOOO sian .~
wiShing everyone
hApPy chInese nEw yeAr.~
p.S> noe ur facts well abt this festive ocassion, my fellow chiNese..

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